ok so a really close friend is suck a jack ass. i mean ive liked him and all year we have been getting closer and closer but the fact that se is so inmatuer i dont want a romantic relationship with but that doesnt mean im not emotionally attached to him and he has the nerve to put me through hell just like my ex and has been telling me for months that he did love me and all this shit about never wantingto lose me and so i trust him tell him my darkest and most painful secrets and now will not talk to me, flirts with girls right in front of me and now has a girldfriend. im glad that he is not depressed but if he really loved me like he said he did how the hell could he already have a girlfriend and it really does hurt me and he keeps rubbing it in my face like i wont care of course i care but can he just gro up already i mean for crying out loud grow a pair would ya.and a member of the drum group that im in says he is quiting soon cause he is bored with it and i hope so cause i cant deal with looking at him or being around him anymore it just hurts.ive helped him thorgh all his family shit while he treated me like shit under dirt and now this just tops the cake. im done i just cant do it anymore. and i hope he does quit and doesnt stay just to hurt me cause it clear to everyone what he is doing except the girl in the drum group that he flirting with. ugh HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ps the mood is not suppose to be woried i couldnt get it to change cause my computer is messsing up.
MOOD: depressed, crying, helpless ect